i talked that everytime for
poker.com
but now.. i started to be really suspicious and frustrated to
titan..
i made my big bankroll there.. and i never withdrawed.. (my all money is there - about 900$) .. and since i crossed the border of 900$ .. i can't win a cent last week.. (starting my theory that all sites are rigged for lower bankrolls and to bad players on lower stakes to win, to encourage them to continue to play on higher)

hehe.. but, when i was a fish (maybe i'm still!) - but it was my first 15 days of play (and i never played and saw hold'em in my life before - only in that movie "Rounders") i made my bankroll for one day from 3euros (freeroll winning) to 80eur, winning 3 dirty dozens in a row and beeing 3rd in 4th.. of course i was pissed that i didn't take that 2000$ so go to rio tourney and higher stakes and backed my bankroll to 0$!
and last 20$ then i spent to buy-in for MTT big tourney with rebuys (don't remember how much dollars guaranteed but it was a big money - and i made my stack to 20k - i was in money if sitouted.. - then got KK lost with ace rag, and i was outhdrawn in next 2 hands with my trips VS str8 on river)
i don't play ring games, only low s&gs, hups tourneys, and MTT (so i can't lose that much - i'm smarter now and satisfied with my winnings) .. i don't know where to start about bad beats.. i think that from 300 hands i lost last week i had a much better hand in 250 times..
i only remember todays 2 get outs from 2 good tourneys.. (those on swanseas and dirty dozens i don't count, coz those guys are calling and raising with everything, so your AK with K or A on board can be usually busted with 72)
i played two really good MTTs tonight..
it was in 1000$ tourney.. late early stage... i made my stack to 2.5k.. had AK - raised 4bbs and got a caller.. flop was like K103 i betted 3/4 of pot, he moved.. i called - he had KQ - river Q..
next tourney.. i was short stacked, blind were huge, bubble time started i couldn't get no hand whole tourney.. it was about 300/600 i had less than 3k.. i got 10 10 in late position.. the other short stack moved! (i knew he was trying to steal blinds.. he paused for 20 secs, then moved) i called -
he had K7d and suprise, he floped a flush ace high! (he had nuts there!)
that happen to me last week over and over... in every tourney i play..
i had much worse bad beats in my life, but those that happen in last 10 days are never ending! but when i remember what i saw yesterday night on that final table with Bigpimp winning every hand (look at my thread - i posted it here) i will not surrender, and i will win more money on
TITAN
but first of all i must withdraw a piece of my money

sorry for the lenght of the post.. don't give up!